such an important (to me) blog, that i had to post it here too.

So. Listening to these old 2006-2008 songs remind me of you so much! its crazy. i guess it started when i was driving home last week when Candy by the Pack came on. as weird as this sounds, that song reminds me the most of you haha, as opposed to other songs such as: fast like a nascar, zoom, magic city, and other crap we'd listen to. call me sappy, but i miss going to the movies with you, dancing with you at asian basketball socials -_-, schooling you at word racer (hehe), you and me making fun of each other and other people, talking til 5 AM, going to your house after school, having to wear different shoes every 9th of the month (haha), being scared of your police officer dad -__-

idk i think its just me that feels like this. if you read this, i'm mean to you when i see you cause i miss you, i talk to you randomly cause guess what, i miss you. almost a year and a half ago? dammn. maybe that's why i havent been able to really talk to anyone since. maybe im digging too deep and hoping for something to happen that'll never happen again. maybe freshman and sophomore year is too far back to be remembering?maybe? maybe not?

meh, i dont think so. i had the best memories with you. you gave me hella hella chances. maybe too many. you stuck with me. despite everything that happened between us. what happened? was it me? was it you? combination of both? just hella questions that were never answered for me, maybe for you too.

i miss you. i hope you feel the same and this kinda sorta jogs your memory.